I can not stand this beauty. It swallows me. It is so much around me.
I am surrounded by these sounds and smells. They made me cry in the middle of this street. I was so ready for this purification that it didn´t take long for it to swallow me.
My skin is burning. My muscle is too soft and hot. Heart is beating way too fast. I am stearing at this, what it does to me. I am not in this reality anymore.
I am in trance dancing with all my passion for dancing. I am in by black latex catsuit wearing a platform shoes. I feel sweaty in this outfit and it makes me want to dance even more. I dance keeping my eyes closed just time to time having a look at those people passing through.
They watch me. The love to see what they see. It comes out stright from within me forgetting about all the fears and judgments. There is no more matter for me to be afraid of anything anymore. Becouse I am so powerful with my world, showing it to everyone that there is no space for fears left.
No matter what is happening around me. I feel what I am. I feel myself.
This is a trance of the rhythm, sounds and smells. This is purification. This passes through me and spreads to this world.
Watch it! Enjoy it! This is a beauty to see. This would not hurt you!
Friday, October 13, 2017
Stillness
I´ve got a feeling of safety. I am so carefull not to miss this connection with this sensual feeling of being safe. I´m having this connection under my observation and control. I have to be careful. I have to be gentle.
I freeze this feeling. I keep myself here with this connection. There is no need to be anywhere else, but filling up with all the secure and warmth of being.
It´s a stillness. I breath deeply. I sense how my body is becoming stronger and mind clearer. I am a part of this stillness. It feels good.
There is no need for anything else right now.
This is what I need to become strong again. When I am strong enough I would be ready for diving deeper. I would dive deeper looking for those stucked in the labyrints of my mind the deepiest fears. Those fears are like a wariors. They are always ready to attack.
Being in this stillness of safety would fill me up with the energy to react back, when those wariors would attack me. I would not attack them back.
I would make love with them by being ready to accept them what they are; by being opened to them; by being present to them with all my senses; by being ready to keep them warm and safe. Making love with them would melt their habit of attacking me. We would become closer.
I freeze this feeling. I keep myself here with this connection. There is no need to be anywhere else, but filling up with all the secure and warmth of being.
It´s a stillness. I breath deeply. I sense how my body is becoming stronger and mind clearer. I am a part of this stillness. It feels good.
There is no need for anything else right now.
This is what I need to become strong again. When I am strong enough I would be ready for diving deeper. I would dive deeper looking for those stucked in the labyrints of my mind the deepiest fears. Those fears are like a wariors. They are always ready to attack.
Being in this stillness of safety would fill me up with the energy to react back, when those wariors would attack me. I would not attack them back.
I would make love with them by being ready to accept them what they are; by being opened to them; by being present to them with all my senses; by being ready to keep them warm and safe. Making love with them would melt their habit of attacking me. We would become closer.
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