Rhythm

I can not find the rhythm of this city. I am too small for this city. This city is huge. It is full of people with all their hurries and lifes.

My own world seems to me so tiny. Is there are any use for searching my inner fears and facing them with all those homeless people on the streets?

Oh, during just few hours of being lost in this city I was scared multiple times.

What if someone steal something from me and I would be in trouble?

What if I behave so differently that people would not accept me?

What if I would not be able to find that rhythm of this city with all that traffic and moves?

What if someone want to use my trust when I am at my weakest?

I am alone. I look lost. I am confused with all these signs and roads, with all these words and people.

I have to practice my confidence. I should stay positive. I have to learn to be fearless. There is nothing can destroy me. Buddha:

"We will become free from our fears, when we understand that nothing can destroy us."

Detaching

I jump into fluffy mass of the clouds.

I dive into their softness of texture.

My skin would become smooth and nice.

My mind would become bright and matter.