Friday, October 20, 2017

Bottom


You will find me from the bottom of this space, full of tears and screems. I felt here down, no power to move.

Just screems and tears.

There is no more matter if I would stay here forever. I know I would be the only one in here.

Little girl is in pain, used by adults. She always cries, when they hurt her again.

Fears. No fears. Do not care.

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Though I am lucky I have learned how to love myself; to respect myself. So I would not hurt myself anymore. I would not blame myself for the pain what others do to me. I would still love myself, even if something hurts me. There no more fear excist, that I would hurt myself. Lucky me.
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I will stay for a while in this bottom. I will try to collect the little drops of energy to move my muscle. I will breath deeply, if I would be able to. I will be here, waiting for more love.