Friday, October 6, 2017

Watcher

Two days ago I walked on the streets with fear ethier I belong in here. I felt like being a part of this place. I wanted to be involved in these peoples lifes. I was also scared to be treated the way I don`t want to be treated.

Two days ago I saw some stunning church with a little yard. I walked inside the yard. The trees in the yard were huge. There were few graves with a big crosses. They were old and looked magnificent. I looked around. I saw the way to get inside the church.

I got closer to the entrance with a high and wide wood door. Behind that door there were a woman inside. She was still. I could not see her properly, but she didn`t move and stared through the door`s glass. And she stared at me. I tried to take my time by watching some event advertisements on the wall. In a while I looked back but she was still there. She was still watching me. I steped back and decided to leave this place. I was threatened.

I went out of the church`s yard. 

In about a minute I steped again in the church`s properties. I was with all my body and mind inside that forbidden place. I found the other door to get inside. I opened it whatever could happen to me. The woman was just behind the door. She smiled and said:

”I was waiting for you to get in.”

2 comments:

  1. So metaphorical - in so many levels!

    Fears - overcoming them - being brave - being accepted.
    Fear of judgment.
    Fear of being loved.

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    1. Oh enkelini! You did it again - you put my feelings into clear forms of the words! And it makes from my writing even more understandible! <3

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