Everything around me seems to be so suspiciouse. People are so suspiciouse in here. Places are so different in here and so suspiciouse.
Actually I am suspiciouse. They look at me and they know I am different. Why I wouldn´t be? Today I wasn't able to put my leather pants, even though I did want to wear them. Just not ready to get any more attention I already get. Not ready yet.
Inner conversation inside my head just so continuous. I know what I want. I see where I want to go. I know where I want to be. But there is a fear of being treated the way I do not want to be treated. So it is easier to leave something, than face it with all my confidence and power.
I do not want to be suspiciouse.
Femmi is the key! She can Just Do It! :)
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