Sunday, October 29, 2017

Beauty

My little jorney for getting a first aware touch to my fears is just about to end. It would end for a while. And my jorney would change it shape, size, colour, smell for another one. It would be different, it would feel differently.

This was just a little touch to my fears and the way they affect me. What I have experienced during this jorney would always stay inside my flesh and here, in this blog;)

I have found the way to recognize the fear, which stops me from doing what I want to do.

I have found the way to connect to my fear and turn it into my lover by giving my softness to it.

I have found the way to restart myself and find strenght through bringing myself to nature when I feel lost and weak.

I have found the way to keep that spirit of getting closer to my fears, when they try to put me down.

There is still a lot work to do. But I do have time. One moment at the time. One enjoyable moment at the time. Slowly. With love.